These holidays couldn't of came sooner. A crappy term finally had came to a end , half a year gone . Im looking forward to the new term, Im going to kinda treat it like a New year branch out a bit not that i wasn't forced to do that last term . Im going to stop feeling sorry for myself because i have no reason to feel that way, I can just wipe away things that made me feel that way just as they did to me. Im sick of longing for things to go back to the way things and people used to be because its not going to happen. Putting tape on things are broken is just covering up the truth that it can't be fixed and its a waste of time trying to fix. Ive learnt from others stupid mistakes but i also suffered from them and realising that i can feel so much better in myself then they make feel. Im not a rebound I'm not someones second choice its seriously pathetic. Im not waiting for people in my life to run back to me because now I realise that they can just keep on running preferably in a different direction. I can't believe how easy it is that others can make you feel like a completly different person just by making them selves seem better than you. The truth is there not they have there own obvious problems that the more they try to hide them the more they become exposed.
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